May 1 - everyone is on holiday.

2014.05.01

Even though I could sleep as late as I wanted- my internal alarm clock got me up before 6 a.m.
I chatted with friends, took the dog out for a walk in the morning SNOW STORM and gave myself the shot in the tummy.

SNOW on the car....

Then I went back to bed for a while.


Don't have (mental) strength to write about how much I really do not like Swedish regular healthcare. It really sucked today and I do not want to remember it. It has sucked almost every time I have had to meet them. Shit, it is so energy draining. I will not miss that part of Sweden at all.

By lunch time the snow was gone and I ate some lunch and then dozed on the chair until that afternoon appointment with an on-call doctor.

As I have a high risk for infection, any infection that is treated with antibiotics would probably mean that chemo would be delayed. Luckily the doctor did not prescribe them but I am worried for anything that would delay chemo.

This is going to be a tough 4 weeks, I can tell! Good thing my sister is coming on Saturday so I will have more support.

Home again and decided the solution for dinner was to do drive through at Mcdonalds. No one feels like cooking. We piled in the car and got that sorted in time to drive my oldest to his football practice.

LOOKING FOR POSITIVES. LOVED. GRATEFUL. FAMILY. FRIENDS. KICKING ASS.