It was a stormy and windy night.........
Eyes open at 5:30. Too early to do too much. Feeling restless, tired and anxious. Tried to fall asleep again until 7 a.m. Time to get up and get my new morning shot out of the refrigerator to it can get warmed up to room temperature for it is injected into my stomach. This one will help me to produce white blood cells. Now it will be 2 shots in the stomach on certain days. We read the instructions and Linda jabbed me with each of the needles. Thanks!!!
Outside the cars were covered with some snow on the windshields and the lawn had a dusting and the winds were still blowing strong. Not a day for a long walk at all. A storm is not what we ordered at all. We are ready for Spring.
Both Peter and I tried to fall asleep again and just have a lazy Saturday. By 10 a.m. it was time to get going for the day. We made a trip back to the pharmacy to pick up new shots and a special holder to dispose of the used needles. I left my empty soda bottle which was filled with the used needles in at the pharmacy for disposal. Then it was some quick food shopping and home again for a rest.
I am feeling tired and a bit of a headache due possibly to the low pressure that is here. I took an paracetamol and fixed the headache.
We took a little ride to the storage unit to get out the mattresses so that my parents will have somewhere to sleep while they visit. Of course, the beds were all the way in the back of the unit and a load of boxes had to be moved. We had help from Calle and his trailer and that made the job a lot easier. Thanks Calle.
Beds fixed, rooms re-arranged and a little bit of cleaning then it was time for a new nap. Today I am feeling tired.
Dinner made by Peter and again I need a nap to digest all that food. I think that glass of wine before dinner is having an effect.
Maybe this is my tired period. Feels weird to go from so much energy to so little energy in such a short time. I realize that there will not be any respite until this battle is won. That pisses me off a little bit. I need a vacation. Gosh, here in Sweden even criminals sitting off a jail sentence get a vacation from prison. Why can't I get the same break? Every minute, every second it is with me for the next few months.
I am restless and just want to get this over with. Lucky my friends and family are here with me because that is going to be the key to this, I hope.
TIRED. LOVED. TIRED. KICK CANCER'S ASS. RESTLESS. ROLLERCOASTER.
